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I have been feeling a little odd the last few weeks or more. 

My attention span damn this keyboard sticking down longer than necessary what is that jam? has been unpredictable. My creativity has dropped away and the thought processing center in brain has become… fuzzy.   

My grandfather passed away recently and as I live thousands of miles away, am unable to attend his memorial service. It’s tough not being able to be there for my family at this time - and them for me.

This may explain my emotional ups and downs as of late. But I having more trouble bouncing back from the downs this time around. 

Because I frequently jump to conclusions - I took a pregnancy test and failed it. Not as in it read as negative but as in I don’t even know how to pee appropriately on a plastic stick.  

Well, maybe I’m just about to have the mother of all periods.

All hail Khaleesi of the Dummie Downers!